Sunday, 21 April 2013

Reclaim Your Heart


I can still remember the first time reading sister Yasmin Mogahed's article two years ago (i even blog about it here) and i was impressed at how her writing have affected me till today. 

I learnt a lot about the concept of love and attachments, about tawakkul, about what really matters in life and what's not. I learnt that we are more than just human beings, we are a mind, a soul, a servant of Allah and our love for Allah should be above all things. 

It is through her writing too, I learnt that women should never be on display and our value is too high to be reduced to an object. I learnt that Allah swt loves us too much that He orders us, women to cover ourself.

I see the beauty of Islam, through her writings and talks. May Allah grant her the highest rank in Jannah, may Allah inspires her and grant her more knowledge and strength to continue giving dakwah.

Light upon light presented Yasmin Mogahed live in Malaysia, and Alhamdulillah I was among the lucky ones to attend the talk. 




It was a full house that night. 

Sister Yasmin Mogahed began with the story of Prophet Adam AS. How evil refuse to prostrate to Adam AS out of arrogance and was thrown out from Jannah forever. The same happened to Adam AS, he was thrown out from Jannah too but because he was humble and he repented, Allah swt forgive him and make him a leader to the mankind.

Prophet Yunus story. The du'a lailahailla anta subhanaka inni kuntu minazzolimin (There is none worthy of Worship besides You, You are far exalted and above all weaknesses, Surely, I’ am from among the wrongdoers) when he was trapped in the belly of the Nun fish.

Our external situation will not change if we don't change our internal.

I find the story of Prophet Musa the most inspiring story ever. He was born in the era of Pharoah, the tyrant that was killing newborn boy babies. At that crucial time, Allah swt inspires mother of Musa to place him in a basket in the Nile river. Allah swt was actually giving a lesson to mother of Musa, He wants her to put her ultimate trust in Him.

You know, when you let go something for the sake of Allah, He will replace it with something a lot better for us. Allah swt will never leave people who trust Him. 

Prophet Ibrahim is the epitomy of tawheed. He was the Khalilullah (a friend of Allah). His journey of finding the true god was so admirable. From his story we learn that no matter how impressive a creation, it will always set. But Allah doesn't. Allah is always there and He is close, closer than our jugular veins.

Prophet Ibrahim's story is also about slaughtering our attachments. Our attachments to human beings, to  our money, to our jobs, to all this worldly means. 

When you're enslaving yourself to Allah swt, you're actually freeing yourself.

The more you run after the creation, the more it runs away from you. The more you're dependent on a creation, the more they'll let you down, but Subhanallah, the more needy you are of Allah, the more Allah comes to you. 

So, so amazing!

You don't get the love of a creation by running after a creation, you get the 'real' love of a creation by running towards Allah, the Rahman and the Rahim.

And lastly, her words from the talk that I love the most,

When you love the giver more than the gift, then you'll be gifted. 

This is just a tiny weeny fraction of the content of her talk and I am truly sorry if the information that I conveyed is wrong or misinterpreted. Please do not take this as it is, do some reading on your own as well as this is only my personal note from the talk.


May Allah open our hearts and our minds to continue seeking and receiving knowledge, InshaAllah.

Tuesday, 9 April 2013

Banana leaf

Assalamualaikum :)

I am not the kind of person that can get along easily with just anyone. I am awkward and quite shy, really. It took me forever to be close with new friends i met. I can only hold a conversation for few minutes before things become awkward. I am just weird like that. Haha. 

I like to do my own thing. Alone, most of the time. I am happy that way. (anti-social alert)

But if I know a person long enough to trust and be very comfortable with, I can be quite crazy. I loveee to laugh and crack stupid jokes and my best friends can verify that.

This girl right here is one of them,


She is the kepoci one in the group, always with the latest gossips. lol

Even though we do different things now and stay at different places, we always find time to meet up to know everyone's latest updates, who started dating, who is in the middle of a relationship crisis, who have got a new crush. You know, important things like that hehe

Last weekend, we went to Sri Nirwana Maju in Bangsar to try their banana leaf rice since my friends have been raving about it in our whatsapp group 

My very excited face -_____-

The banana leaf rice was not disappointing in fact it was quite tasty. I loveee the fried bittergourd and the kuah kari ikan. Ugh, writing this makes me want them right now!

haha admiring the aney

There were so many people at the restaurant, so we decided to continue gossiping at Chawan.


My Bestfriends ( These are just half of them)

I am forever grateful to Allah SWT to be surrounded by all this lovely people, MashaAllah. I have been friends with them for eleven years! We have gone through ups and downs, tears and joy together and I hope for many more years to come.

I love my bestfriends. They're priceless :)

Monday, 8 April 2013

Very Belated Birthday


In our house, it has become a tradition to celebrate each and everyone's birthday, and last Thursday we finally found time where everyone can sit at the same table, talk and enjoy each other's company. 

Thursday is also our masjid-hangout day, so we decided to head straight to dinner after. It was my time of the month so I was the one responsible to buy the cake for the birthday girl.

The initial plan was to dine at JM Briyani tapi boleh pulak nasi dah habis, so we had to change the plan. Since the Birthday Girl loves Ayam Penyet so much, we decided to have dinner there instead.

She had no idea that we're going to surprise her with a birthday cake.

 Birthday Girl
We really don't know how to surprise her with the cake and when one of my friends took the cake to our table the situation became very awkward and i just couldn't stop laughing. 

Mmehh ruined the surprise. 

My Housemates

When you decided to change for the better, Allah swt will send all good people to be around you and Subhanallah, His promises is true. 


He sent to me my roommate and my other housemates. These are amongst the people that keeps myself in check, tells me all the good islamic courses and talks to go to, and we tell bedtime stories too ( girls stuff you knowww). I am just so grateful to have them in my life.

Happy Belated Birthday, Lala. 
Uhibbuki Fillah :) 

Friendship till Jannah, InshaAllah.


Wednesday, 3 April 2013

Hot

Assalamualaikum and Hi,

I'm sure everybody notice that the weather is scorching hot lately, sometimes to the point that it is unbearable to be outside in the middle of day.

I am down with flu and sore throat as i am writing this. I guess my body does not tolerate this hot weather very well. 

However this hot weather serves as a good reminder that this 'unbearable' heat is just a tiny weeny fractions of the bigger and greater torments in the hearafter, The Hellfire. God is great, May Allah protect us all.

:)



Unfortunately, this sick girl still needs to eat. I decided to make a warm and hearty meal to comfort myself. I actually felt a lot better after preparing my food.

I made lasagna bolognese for dinner and had plenty of leftover for lunch today. 



It was good. 

This hot weather makes me wanna be at home so badly.

So calm and peaceful. Sejuuuuk je.


Friday, 29 March 2013

Petrosains and The Croods

Assalamualaikum, hi.

My sister is here because it's school holiday this week and I promised to take her to the Petrosains in KLCC.

But poor her, all the entrance tickets were sold out! There were so many school kids there. They just loveee Petrosains.  



While we were on the way there, we got lost for a while (as usual) . I was going round and round around the same area for god knows how many time! It's really annoying. Waze can be crazy sometimes and it shows all this crazy directions. I definitely learnt my lesson. Do NOT trust waze completely, pay attention to signboards. sigh

tapi sampai jugak akhirnya.

We were already starving and my sister suggested that we have lunch at Chillis because she's so teringin to eat there. Layankan aje.



They looked happy. That makes me happy :) 


Our burgers
Since the Petrosains tickets were sold out, we went to watch The Croods instead. 

It was so awesome and hilarious! Seriously, go watch The Croods with your family, siblings or friends during this school holiday. It's a very fun and entertaining movie with lots of good values in it. The characters were soooo cute! 

We had a great time 

Till then,xx