Assalamualaikum,

I'm sure this Syawal most of us has ballooned up and add up few kilos, yeah, including me, I guess. I wouldn't dare to go near the scales to avoid being disappointed with myself.

After days of eating like mad cow, I've finally come to my senses and watch my eating, so I made few 'so-called' diet food and avoid eating rice but it lasts only a week. -________-"

Grilled Salmon with Yogurt and Cucumber sauce.

Beef Tortilla and Mediterranean Salad

Cherry and Strawberry yogurt shake

The bar needs stool.

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I've been watching Junior Masterchef Australia and tell you what, it's addictive. You can watch them the whole day and never gets bored.

I have so much respect for kids that are capable to do things beyond their ability. To put it in simple words, I love smart kids.

A nine years old that can plate up gourmet food, a twelve years old that serve beef wellington, that's genius. It really is a gift. I mean, those skills took adult, years to perfect.






These two is my personal favorite, Pierre and Sienna. I believe they're gonna grow up to be a sensational cook one day.

Oh, bundle of joy. So inspiring :)

I find it hard to put every words in this post into coherent sentences, everything sounded better in my head, but I'll let it out anyway.

One of the hardest but the most beautiful thing I ever did in my life is when I decided to fully wear tudung. It wasn't a very easy decision, I spent a lot of time thinking about it, understanding the rationale behind it, and the reason why us, Muslim women should cover up.

I went online and find many inspiring stories about hijab transformation that every other girls have made and somehow I feel that I can relate to each and every story i've read.

Wearing tudung is not an alien thing to me, I've been wearing them since I was 13 years old, when I went to High school, and even after school when I was in College, but I wasn't fully understand the purpose of wearing it so I took it lightly, I wear them whenever I feel like wearing, and took them off as i please.

Not a good thing, I know.

Everything changed when my sister, my cousin and I were talking one day, we were flipping through magazine looking at beautiful models wearing cute dress with nice long flowy hair and cute make up and we were admiring the models. All of the sudden my cousin says something that totally change my perspective towards tudung.

" Takpe, cantik kat dunia je, tak cantik dekat akhirat" simple but so powerful - a word that comes from someone that is way younger than me.

I admit, vanity is one of the reason why I find it so hard for me to cover up. I mean, who doesn't want to look good, to be attractive and I had the mentality that with tudung, you don't look attractive anymore.

I was wrong, again.

I'm glad that i take this route, I can feel that im nearer to Him. I feel liberated and free, and of course there are times that i succumb to temptations but so far i manage to control it, Alhamdulillah. I just hope that i can inspire others to do the same, InsyaAllah.

Wish me luck and pray for me :)

I don't do high school drama fights. I just don't. My time is too precious for that.

You know what I don't understand? YOU, yes You. I've been keeping a lot of things inside, I went so far away just to get rid from both of you but you can't seem to let everything go, so here's a little word for you.

You were banished from my life long time ago, and i'd rather think of you as a piece of thrash that brings nothing good to me. The last thing i want to hear is anything related to you. If you're happy then good, I'm glad. If his mother, his father, grandfather or even his cat liked you, yeah you should go ahead and celebrate if you want. It has nothing to do with me and you don't have to tell me cause I just simply don't care.

I always knew that you don't like me, and good cause the feeling is mutual but i think that you have gone too far. Keep all your insecurities to yourself, don't waste your time stalking my facebook, laugh at my pictures or scrutinize my wall posts and comments. What do you get? I mean, why do you hate me so much? What did i do to you?

If you think by pretending to be somebody close to me, I will bitch about you, you're wrong. You'll never get it from me. You know why? Cause my mother taught me better than that.

I would love to hear nothing from you ever again. Just be happy with what you have now, save all the resentment to yourself, I don't need any of that.

I'm happy, so let me be.

I have three months in Penang, and aside from work I plan to have a 'little' fun while i'm still here so I did.

If you plan to have dinner at Hard Rock Cafe, make sure that you don't come too early or too late because if you come too early, you gonna have to wait a bit longer for the live band, and you cannot come too late because the kitchen closed at 10pm. But if you plan to enjoy good music and have some drinks, it's better to come after 10pm cause the live band starts at 10pm.

And for me, we came at around 9.30pm so the timing is just right. We got to enjoy dinner and the live band at the same time.

Tomorrow's friday. Oh lovely!

Our obsession : Ayam Penyet.

my sister's fat tummy

I swear if i can eat those bones i'll eat them. They're soo yummy.

Tutti Frutti after Ayam Penyet is a must.

licin

SMS ugutan

Bestfriend forever and ever and ever ever ever.

The Pengantins

Visiting Kecik's niece

Dua budak gemok.